all i want for christmas is you

Dear Blog,
Today was a decent day. Probably because I spent the whole thing away from home. I got called into work today early and worked from 11 a.m. to 9 p.m. and I honestly love working with my co-workers. They're some of my best friends and it feels so good to be on break. I work at a pizza place. Hey come on, I'm only nineteen and I'm on break from college. It's just a positive atmosphere and really helps to boost the spirits when all I get is negativity from my family most of the time. Anyways, I've also fallen in love with USMC Gals. It's been a giant help and it seems like no matter what the question is, there's always going to be someone who has been there, done that and who can answer it for you. It's put me at ease as to why I haven't gotten a call from my man yet. Hopefullyyyy I will get one on Christmas day. Seriously, if I don't, I'm going to be heartbroken. I love him so much and I miss him quite terribly. I'm working as much as I can because I'm pretty certain that the majority of my money from now on is going to go towards visiting my love and I want to do that frequently, especially if he does end up only 7 hours away in the same state as me. I wish we could just fast forward a little ways, like a few years, so we can start our life together. I would love that. I just want to lay with him, I want to kiss him and I want to just touch him and look in his eyes for the first time in a month. I know other people go much longer without seeing their bf/husband but I'm not used to it and it's killing me. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU TAYLOR!

sore feet,
jm