i want you, i only want you;

Dear Blog,
so i'm still on Christmas break, as I mentioned before and my parents are driving me insane. Honestly, I can't take much more. It's two days away from christmas and I don't hardly care about the holiday, I just want to get to my boyfriend who's in the marine corps. I miss him so much. We haven't talked in over three weeks & I am going to JUMP on him as soon as I see him. Hopefully, I'll be going to boston early next week to see him! I couldn't be happier about that. Even though pretty much everything else is going wrong, seeing him is enough to make me think everything is just fine. He truly is the love of my life and I just hope and pray that he's thought about me as much as I've thought about him. I miss him so terribly I can't even stop saying it. My parents basically told me tonight that I'm crazy for getting involved with him again because of the military but truth be told, I will never find someone so kind and sincere and amazing as him. I can admit that. When I list everything I want in a man, I realize all I want's him.

6 days; early night,
JM